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Jj
Freddie..
- Hey. - Hey.
- Should we go in? - No, no.
No, just let her get some rest.
Temporal lobe where most of the damage took place.
Due to the hematoma
and the cns pathways being affected,
there's been an onset of aphasia.
Sorry, it's just, uh...
It's a lot of words now...
Really know what any of them mean, so...
I don't think things are ever going back to the way they were.
Some choices need to be made for us to move forward.
Okay.
So, um... I mean, how...
How much time does she have, then?
We'll know more in a couple of days.
Is there any hope of her memories returning?
Well, in theory,
every experience we have in our lives is stored in our brain somewhere.
Jj
Identifying patterns in past data to predict trends in future data
is how all successful organizations make beneficial decisions.
And that's what we do here in data analytics.
Inventory levels, employee break times. It could be anything.
It is all just patterns for us to identify,
quantify and label.
Jj
So I see here a bit of schooling in...
Yeah, I... that's, um...
Dreams of youth, I guess.
Fred got a new job!
You should tell her about it, Fred.
It's really great.
He's doing really well.
She's not gone, you know, she's still here.
Yeah, no, I know.
- I love you. - I love you too.
Fuck it.
Hello?
Hel...
Come on.
Obey...
Prison...
System...
Language...
Fred...
Cindy?
Don't let me go.
Fucking asshole.
What?
Fred.
Yeah?
What are you doing?
Uh...
Nothing, just...
You know, organizing.
In the middle of the night?
Yeah.
And so our portal-based software
will enable a new level of granular metrics.
Essentially, we need to anticipate our clients' needs
to know what they want before they do.
Now, we need to understand how they think before they do.
We need, in effect, to be...
The art spirit.
What?
The art spirit by Robert Henri.
You borrowed that your senior year and it was never returned.
Oh, oh. Okay, uh, yeah.
I could see... see what I could do about that.
How do you even remember that?
I remember little Freddie fitzell.
And, yes, I do remember Cindy Williams, due to her, well, um,
troubles, you know, attendance and whatnot.
So, I've been having trouble tracking her down.
I haven't been able to find a single trace of her since graduation.
Well, that figures.
She never turned up for final exams your graduation year,
so she didn't graduate.
She just vanished.
Of course, that was the time
when that awful drug went around the school.
Lost a couple students to it, if I remember.
- What was that horrible stuff called? - Uh, Mercury.
It was called Mercury.
Jj
I was thinking maybe we could knock down the wall
between the spare room and the closet.
Maybe make a walk-in or a home office.
Eventually a baby room?
You know who I saw today?
- Who? - Mrs. shouldice.
Remember, from fairgate?
- Can you believe it? She's still there. - Where'd you see her?
Uh, I went by the school, actually, um...
I don't know, I guess I was feeling nostalgic or something.
What?
Nothing, it's just a little weird.
- You wanna choose one? - Sure.
Um...
No, we are not having a purple bathroom.
It says "medieval wine."
Why? Goes with the curtains.
We could be like...
The couple that matches their bathroom stuff.
Jj
Anyone talking during the test will receive an automatic zero.
Anyone getting up from their desk during the test will receive a zero.
Anyone looking at someone else's paper
will receive a big, fat zero.
Miss Williams? Are you with us?
Talking. Moving. Looking.
Ero.
If you do not do well on this quiz,
it means you have not familiarized yourself with the material.
Which means you will probably fail your final exam,
not graduate high school, not find gainful employment,
which means it will be very difficult for you
to entice the woman of your dreams.
Mr. fitzell,
have I connected d to c to b,
all the way back to a, which is where you're sitting,
in a way that is sufficient for you to understand
the significance of a”?
There's your girl.
You'll have 60 minutes.
And begin...
Now.
Jj
Mr. McDonald, could I go to the bathroom really quick?
When you've finished your test, Mr. fitzell.
Finished!
Jj
Hey, man. You got them”? Come over here.
Thank you.
Lobby.
Jj
Lobby...
Language...
Jj
Your.
What?
I'm in... your... lobby.
Jj
What the fuck am I doing?
Jj
Fred...
It's all right.
Fred, stay with me.
Do you hear me? Stay with me, Fred. Fred.
Fred! Fight! Fred, fight! Get off of him!
Let him go! Fred, fight!
- Fred! - Fred! Don't let me go.
Fred!
Hey.
You're okay.
Jesus, what happened?
Fred?
She's ready for us.
Okay, I'll be right there.
Look who's here!
Hey, mom. How you feeling?
Wow, what's all this?
Janice has been helping her organize her photos.
Those my old drawings?
Oh, wow.
Ma, hey, you remember this one?
Remember?
The little yellow house?
I always said I wanted to live in an all yellow house when I grew up.
It's okay.
Come on, Freddie.
Time to clean up your crayons and brush your teeth.
Come on, buddy. Put them all away.
I don't want to.
Freddie, Santa knows
which little boys listen to their mothers and which ones don't.
You want Santa to bring you presents or coal?
Jj
Freddie!
So, we're all moved into our new apartment.
You should tell her about it, Fred.
Jj
Here, take this! Hide it! Hide it!
Look, man, they won't suspect you.
Hey!
Look, I know it's really hard to see her...
Karen, just stop, she...
She doesn't know who I am.
She's gone, she's-she's already gone.
Motherfucker!
Shit, man. How long has it been?
- Thirteen years? - No!
Yeah. I can't believe you were at your mom's when I called.
- I didn't expect that. - No, man, I live there.
Mm, fuck, really?
Yeah, man. You know, I got all my creature comforts there,
and it's just a stone's throw from my "office,"
- so, you know. - Yeah, yeah, sure.
It's so crazy seeing you, man.
Yeah. You too, man. I can't even remember how we lost touch.
No, me neither, man. Me neither.
Well...
Let's get fucked up.
Hey, I'm so glad you called, man.
So, you really... you didn't keep in touch with Cindy at all after graduation?
Aw, you kidding, man?
I forgot that chick as soon as I could.
You, on the other hand, I'd never forget.
- Ever. - It's just...
I've been remembering things.
This one night, you, me, Cindy, when we were on Mercury?
What the hell was that shit?
Who knows?
You don't remember anything bad happening to her?
Man, that shit was strong.
I couldn't remember what happened the next day.
You think I'm gonna remember that shit now?
Hey, I'll tell you what I do remember...
The first time you tried merc.
- Do you remember that? - Yep. How could I forget?
Janitors gotta get high too.
Andre, Cindy, this is Fred.
Fred has a talent for being in the right place at the right time.
I just hid the bag. It wasn't a big deal.
Mm-hmm. Well, it's time to stop hiding it.
- It's time to stop hiding it, Fred. - Oh, shit. Sorry.
Here's your reward.
You've never done merc, huh?
Merc? Uh...
- No, I just stick to weed mostly. - Mm.
- I smoke a lot. - Mm. Hmm-hhmm.
Hey, man, once again, right place, right time, huh?
Could you just stop fucking talking?
Move.
Don't worry, it's not even pure merc.
Cut with other shit, diluted.
Yeah, when are we getting the real stuff?
- Soon. - Oh, what...
What does it do to you?
Hey...
Don't let anything influence you.
Make a choice yourself.
Jj
Well, what do we do now?
Sit back... enjoy the show.
You shouldn't have given it to him, Sebastian.
I ook at him.
He's fine.
What?
Jj
You're doing good.
There's so much to explore if you don't succumb to pleasure or fear.
Jj
Are you following me?
Uh...
No, no. I don't... I mean, I...
You're either coming with me or letting me go.
Which one is it?
I'm coming.
I'm not your tour guide.
I don't take it to be like them.
I take it to explore.
Explore where?
Anywhere but here.
Jj
Wait, wait...
Jj
I'm sorry. My mind's just wandering.
Your mind is wandering?
- Sorry. - It's fine.
You're drawing again?
No, no, that's, uh...
Not really. Just, uh, some illustrations.
How's the job going?
Karen, relax. It's just a couple of drawings, okay?
I just asked how the job was going.
Nothing for 13 years, now I can't get rid of you.
I can't believe you still live here.
Listen, my mom's having a little nap, so, shh.
Oh, I got a little surprise for you.
No shit. Andre?
Sorry.
- It's good to see you, Fred. - Dude...
It's good to see you too, man! Holy shit!
Oh, Andre, man, what's going on? How you been?
Well, um, married, two kids... Two and a half.
Jenny's pregnant again.
- Wow, Jesus. Shit. - What about you?
I'm an information analyst right now, so...
- Oh. - Hey, hey, old times, huh?
Old times.
The play has been overturned to an incomplete pass.
Cindy? No way.
Uh, she hasn't even crossed my mind in 15 years.
What about her friend? What was her name?
Laurie something, I don't know, but you think maybe she kept in touch with her?
Man, wherever she is, she's fine.
That girl never needed anyone.
Why are we even talking about her?
- Sebastian? Honey? - Oh, shit.
Well, she's up.
- Sebastian! - Yeah, ma?
So, what's this whole Cindy thing about anyway?
I don't know, it's just been, um,
I've been remembering things recently.
There's just one night we were on merc.
And I can't just sh... I can't shake the feeling that something...
Something bad happened to her.
You know, and we all forgot.
Man, that whole time back then is just "shew"... you know?
Hard to make heads or tails of any of that.
Have you studied at all?
What?
Have you studied yet?
Hey, what the fuck you talking about?
For final exams?
You don't understand what I'm saying?
Jj
Hey, Fred.
Yeah, hi, Fred.
Look at these two already.
All right, you crackheads, let's go.
I got to meet my guy.
How old are you?
Old enough to know this place is a piece of shit.
I'll meet you out back.
Where are we going?
What if they catch us up here?
They don't.
What?
I was just realizing that...
I don't know if we've ever had 3 conversation when we weren't on merc.
It's like you only exist when I'm on this drug.
What are you looking for?
Why is it so important for you to explore?
I don't want to be like them.
Locked in a prison that they forgot that they're in.
What prison?
I ook at all of them.
Running around, pretending they know exactly who they are
and why they're doing what they're doing.
They-they don't have a fucking clue.
None of it matters.
All they're doing is... Giving things labels.
Giving inaccurate names to things that are infinite and unknowable.
This is your name.
This is your house.
This is your language.
This is your job.
Labeling every little thing, even the fucking label-maker.
And then they look around at their world of...
Utterly meaningless labels...
And say...
"This is our reality."
That prison.
But how do we break free, then?
We?
Are you following me again?
Uh...
Yeah.
We have to remember the power that we have.
The power of choice.
The power of every single second.
The power of... now.
Now.
Jj
Well, they're probably looking for us.
Take it easy,
- take it easy, take it easy. - Hey-hey-hey-hey, calm down.
Get her on her side.
Choosing...
Life-form... which...
Shape...
Gold...
Hey, man!
Whoop.
Massive score. It's in.
How'd you like to do pure, uncut merc?
They said we could get some at, uh, this place...
Next week...
If we drop by.
This is it.
This is how it happens.
- Fred? - Yes, um...
- What are you doing? - Uh.. What am I...?
Um...
Dreams of youth?
Yeah, that's, um...
Sorry, what's, uh, up? What's up?
- Are you ready for tomorrow? - What's tomorrow?
Tomorrow, yes, the q2 presentation, of course. Um...
- Yeah, um, I'm getting there. - You're getting there?
Yeah, I'm almost... it'll be...
- You're almost ready? - Yeah.
- Whoo. - Could I steal you for a second?
Sure, okay.
I am sensing a lack of focus.
Also, you have been late three times this month.
If it happens again, there will have to be consequences.
Sorry. Sorry.
Um, no, I know, I'm trying to, uh...
I understand. I'll be better.
You have to present your q2 report to the board.
- Yeah. - Tomorrow.
- Mm-hmm. - Nine am.
- I know. - Are you going to be ready?
Yeah, I'm gonna be ready for tomorrow. Mm-hmm.
Is that... are you... is that all”?
Jesus, man, what?
I remember.
Jj
It was... it was right before final exams.
Those weird fuckers I used to grab off of
told us we could get uncut merc.
Yeah, you're sure Cindy came with us?
I don't remember this at all.
I don't remember any party or any...
Then why the fuck are you here?
Okay, can either of you guys honestly tell me
you ever remember seeing Cindy after that night?
Jj
We gotta go back. We gotta go back.
We gotta... we gotta try to remember what happened to her that night.
We gotta retrace our steps. We gotta remember.
So, where did we go that night?
Jj
It was a...
It was a building, it was like a...
Old, broken-down building.
Blackbird street.
It was on blackbird street.
No time like the present?
No time like the present.
Jj
Do you know where the fuck we're going?
I know where we're going!
Jj
Here we are.
Jj
Well, we saw it.
Guys...
Fred, no!
There's absolutely no reason to go in there.
Fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
- Squatters. - What?
Fucking bums, man.
Jj
This is it.
This is where it happened.
I can't go in there.
I-I can't go in that room.
Okay. It's all right. You guys stay here.
Jj
I et's leave.
Now. Let's just go.
What do you know?
You know something, I know you do, tell me.
I don't know. I just...
I know that we're supposed to be here.
Well, well...
Hundred percent pure.
Shall we?
Jj
Fuck. Let's not stay long.
What are you doing?
Stop pulling my ear.
Stop.
Okay, okay.
Fuck it.
Jj
Jesus, Andre, what the fuck?
Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me, listen to me.
Don't... don't... don't take it, okay?
- What? - It's not what we think it is.
And then they're-they're everywhere.
They're all over the fucking place so we have to get the fuck out of here.
Who"? Who are you talking about?
The-the bums.
The fucking bums are in the fucking building.
- Okay, we got to, we got to go. - Calm down.
Calm down. You got to breathe. Okay?
- Take a fucking breath. - Oh, oh, shit.
Shit, Andre. What the fuck is happening?
Fred, Fred, okay, just-just whatever you do,
just don't take it, whatever you do.
I already fucking took it, okay?
What's going to happen to me? Huh?
Andre..
Oh, shit, it's already fucking happening to you!
Jj
Music...
Interpret...
True...
Your...
Elaborate...
State...
What's wrong with him?
And...
Not a thing in the world.
Trying...
How much merc is he on?
Sane...
A lot.
Itself...
He's just a kid.
He's no more a kid than you are an old man, man.
True...
Same...
On...
Invasive...
As...
Controlling...
When...
Temporarily...
Eliminating...
Consciousness...
What are you all still doing here?
We never left.
Neither did you.
Fred...
You're still here.
No...
No, no, no. No!
No! No! No!
No, I need help!
Tell them I need help!
I took too much!
It's okay, Fred.
It's okay.
You're here. You're really here.
Fred, I understand...
I understand what the merc is doing to us.
I thought I was back here... here.
I was older...
It's not a matter of one point being real and the other not.
All points exist simultaneously.
Try a small transition at first.
Concentrate on your experiences here.
In this place.
Memory...
Are you talking about memory?
Concentrate...
Oh, shit. It's already fucking happening to you!
Oh, my god.
It's not a memory.
It's still happening.
No! No, no!
No, I don't believe it.
What... what do you want from me?
Fred.
This is only one of my lives.
One set of choices and I exist in all of them.
Simultaneously.
I'm more free than you could ever imagine.
I've seen the skylines of a thousand cities.
I've looked into the eyes of a hundred grandkids.
The ones that I love the most...
They look like you.
Come with me.
I'll show you all the possibilities.
How?
Go with him.
He'll show you the way.
Itself...
Color...
Language...
Control...
Shape...
Misinterpretation...
On...
The system you are using to interpret reality
is not one of your choosing.
Numbers. Language. Color.
Shape.
All a misinterpretation of the information around you.
A misinterpretation imposed on you by an invasive life-form
which is trying to control your consciousness.
The substance you ingested
temporarily counteracts the influence of the invasive life-form
that is trying to force you to perceive information
in the same manner as itself:
In a linear fashion.
To perceive choices as having inescapable outcomes.
Outcomes it has dictated to you,
thereby controlling all of your choices and, in effect, eliminating them.
It achieves this goal by influencing you
to perceive the most elaborate of all misinterpretations...
Time.
Jj
Fred.
Fred! Fred, it's all right.
Stay with me.
Do you hear me? Stay with me, Fred. Fred.
Fred! Fred! Fight!
Get off him! Let him go! Fred, fight!
- Let him... - Fred...
Fred!
Get the fuck off of me!
Fuck you! I'll fuck you up!
Fashion...
Influence...
- Force... - Hey, come on, Fred.
Come on. Let's go! Fuck. Come on, let's go!
Fred, come on!
Hey!
Fred! Fred.
Fr... Fred! Jesus Christ. It's okay.
Did you take something?
Hey, hey, Fred.
Hey! Will you look at me, please?
Fred?
Honey?
Are you all right?
Fred!
Open the door!
Are you all right?
Shit, shit, shit!
Shit, shit, shit.
Freddie.
You're not gonna say anything?
About yesterday?
You have finals today.
Do you know how important that is?
To your whole life?
I don't even know who you are anymore.
Jj
I'll be right there.
Anyone not at their desk in the next ten seconds
will receive an automatic zero on their exam and will not be graduating.
If you think I'm bluffing, I encourage you to test that theory.
All right, you will have 60 minutes beginning...
Now.
That specialize in a multitude of areas of business
so you can be absolutely sure that... Fred fitzell!
Yeah?
Could you present your q2 report to the board, please?
Now?
So, we can see from...
From the previous six quarters,
we can estimate that this...
Q2 numbers...
The q2 numbers, uh...
Jj
An invasive life-form that is trying to force you
to perceive information in the same manner as itself:
In a linear fashion.
Mr. fitzell!
Fred!
I can see it.
You know what?
Why are you even here right now?
You've always been here, huh, haven't you?
Where, where, where?
I can feel you.
I'm in your prison right now, huh?!
Aren't 1?! I can feel it!
Now.
Nol
none of this fucking matters!
I didn't choose this fucking life.
None of you fucking move!
Get him out of here now. Get him out!
I'll get my fucking self out of here!
I'm not even here! I'm not even here right now!
I'm not even here right...
Now.
Be right there.
Jj
Hello?
Hi, Mrs. bellamy, is Sebastian there?
He can't come to the phone right now.
Okay, okay, when do you think he'll be able to, uh...
He can't come to the phone ever.
- What? What do you mean? - I don't want you around my boy anymore.
- Goodbye. - Fred! Fred!
What the fuck is going on? The entire board is waiting inside.
Now.
Jj
- Yo. - What's up?
- Have you seen Cindy? - No.
Do you know if she left with us last night?
Dude, did she leave the fucking party with us or not?
I don't fucking know! All right?
You gentlemen have somewhere to be?
Where does she live?
What?
I said "do you know where she fucking lives?"
Why are you asking that?
Why do you... Why do you care so much?
Let's go!
Jj
Now.
I don't even know who you are anymore.
Now.
Freddie!
Freddie, come back!
Freddie!
Jj
Stop!
Fred.
I'm still here.
You'll always be here.
I thought you needed me to save you.
But it was you trying to save me.
Jj
Now.
Jj
Where do you want to go?
Everywhere.
Jj
You finished another one.
What were you doing out in the desert?
Exploring.
You hear what I said?
We're almost out.
I'll go out soon.
I got you something today.
What is it?
It made me think of you.
Now it'll make me think of you too.
It's okay.
I'll find it again.
Jj
Hi, mom.
I know you don't remember me, but, uh...
I'm your son.
Jj
It's you...
It's you.
Jj
Freddie! No!
No!
Freddie?
Jj
What?
Freddie?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
This is you here?
It is you.
Yeah...
- It's you? - Yeah, it's me. It's me.
It's me, it's me.
It's me.
Jj
Fred.
Cindy.
I can't.
I can't follow you anymore.
I know.
How do you think you did?
I think I gave them what they wanted.
I'm Karen.
I'm Fred.
Jj
Mom?
Jj
Freddie.
We don't go out there, right?
Remember what happened last time?
Jj
You remembered!
Jj
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