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Jo!
Jo.
Josephine, come here!
Open your bibles now to psalm 42.
So I thirst for Him, oh God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I see the face of my Father?
My tears have been my food day and night.
Have you forgotten me?
We've all been there, have we not?
Bill, get up.
On the banks of Jordan, locked out of heaven....
What are you standing there for?
You got me up too late to give you a ride.
Go on, get out of here.
So um, you wanna talk about...
Then my dad, my real dad, not my foster dad,
- he shows up. - How do you tell it's him?
You know how sometimes you just know, you know.
No.
But that's not the point.
Anyway, my dad comes home
and we go to the dance and I can dance, I don't waddle.
And Robert E. Lee says,
"Selma, you're the prettiest, best dancer.
Would you marry one of my sons?"
I say, "No.
I have to dance with my dad."
Do you think presidents have people to tell them
what their dreams mean, like Joseph in the Old Testament?
No, dreams don't mean things.
Is that your real dad?
You want to talk about it?
Let me see.
You wanna sing our prayers?
Wanna say our prayers, you gonna say your prayers?
You gonna say your prayers?
He's gonna smite you.
I'm gonna smite you.
Thank you, thank you so much
for spending Saint Patty's with us.
Hopefully we'll help you make it memorable.
I'm Johnny Alverez.
Anybody out there have youngins?
All right, all right.
Grab me those covers.
Give me those covers, dammit!
What are you crippled or retarded?
Ugh, it's freezing.
I'm freezing.
I know I've been hard on you.
Times...
times have been tough without your mom.
Don't leave me.
Don't you leave me.
Don't you walk away.
Please.
Come back.
Jo.
Please.
Josephine, come here.
No, my name is Jo!
Jo, come on, come here,
I want to show you something.
Tah-dah!
- Those flowers are so pretty. - Yeah.
What color are those flowers?
Purple and pink.
Ah, do you love them, they're beautiful.
Is there a spider in there?
Yeah, there's a spider in there.
- Oh my gosh. - A ton of spiders.
A ton of spiders?
Can you get my sweater?
Thank you!
- We don't want to forget it. - Nope.
- Nope, I'll carry it. - You'll carry it.
Okay, where are you going to carry it?
You want to wear it?
- Yeah, 'cause I'm cold. - 'Cause you're cold?
You're beautiful!
Ugh, wow.
Give me kisses.
No, no kisses?
Ugh, fine.
The huggy monkey!
Okay, I love being a huggy monkey!
Good morning, today is Tuesday, June 24th
and the last day of school.
Do not fill permanent homes but mobile tents.
Lonnie come on.
- Lonnie's.... - The further they go,
the more the road that lies ahead
opens up, presenting a dark horizon.
Lost in immensity.
Now can God remain silent
in the face of these parched lips that cry out?
I know I've asked myself that question.
Let us turn to the...
Whatcha gonna do?
Should cover him first.
I ain't touching him.
Such a girl.
What's wrong with that?
Do boys turn into baby worms?
Nah, not if I cover him.
Whatcha gonna do without a dad?
Don't need a dad.
Aw shit.
Plah!
- It declined, buddy. - Try again.
Once declined it will decline again.
- It's declined. - Try again.
It's not magic check your eight ball.
Thank you.
- How you doing? - Fine, how are you doing?
I'm good, good, good.
Have to let go.
Ugh.
Mommy!
- No, no, no, no. - Mom!
Bill smells like the turkey plant on process day.
- Hello? - Todd says you're fired.
So there's that and then on an unrelated note,
can I borrow your car...
Do you wanna watch TNT tonight?
No.
- (indistinct)? - No.
I can go for some waffles right now.
No.
What are we gonna do for the rest of the summer?
I love Los Angeles, I love living here.
But it is a big city, it gets lonely fast.
I remember I just moved from Saint Louis
maybe six months before
and some friends took me up to this hill
over Lincoln Heights for The Fourth
and fireworks were going off all over
like we'd just won a war or something.
It's one of those moments that makes you wish
you had somebody.
Some family.
I must've kissed the first girl I saw.
Well, that's LA, man.
That's LA.
Mobile, WTOP-FM Washington.
WTOP-FM Braddock Heights,
WWWTFM Onassis Fredericksburg.
Worldwide at WPOT.com.
Good afternoon, I'm Hillary Howard.
I'm Sean Anderson coming up...
Talks of a cleaner bay and mixed predictions of dead zones.
- This is Hank Sullivan... - A little girl's birthday
in the Shenandoah Valley was interrupted
by an uninvited guest.
A floating corpse.
I'm Todd Diglsby.
That familiar flash in your rearview mirror
now at these intersections, I'm Adam Scott...
Probably too swollen fat with water to recognize.
Like when your fingers get all rainy in the bathtub.
Except with his face.
Hey, did you order pizza?
It's the fuzz, you idiot!
It's John Rambo to you, bud.
You're like a kid with his lights, I swear.
- Nobody's here anyways, dude. - Well, they're definitely
- not going to be now. - Shut up.
Hey, look County, we got an open door.
507 County hold 800, we have an open door of the residence.
- We'll be securing. - Sheriff's office,
anybody in here, make yourself known.
It's clear in here.
We got an open door here to the left.
What's that smell?
Sheriff's office, anybody in here make yourself known.
Oh my gosh, what is that?
Bill, are you home?
Oh wow, if he is he's not happy.
I don't want to be doing paperwork
and I don't want to find out what the source
of that smell is, so let's get out of here
and do not look in that wood stove.
Leave it for investigators, let's go.
What are you doing this weekend?
Not coming anywhere near the river, how about you?
That's it, I'm going.
- Where? - Los Angeles.
I'm gonna find my real dad.
I thought you didn't need a dad.
I don't.
I'm just gonna haul up with him until I figure things out.
Can I come?
I've always wanted to see the ocean.
And I've always wanted to have a real dad.
And LA has both.
If you don't slow me.
No, no, no, I won't slow you.
I promise.
Cross my heart.
Don't you want that?
Only packing these things.
There's more kinds of things useful here.
You're brining a CD?
It has the address in it.
And even should she forget,
I will not forget.
Now isn't that a nice...
I need $450.
More like 200 bucks.
These snap-ons are worth 500 alone.
Well, really, you're not old enough to pawn
or sell anything, so you get 50 bucks.
Take it or leave it.
Fine.
You got ripped off.
Those snap-ons were $500 alone.
Shut up and look out the window!
I kind of get it but I kind of don't.
Why don't you want a dad?
Did you meet Bill?
There's more kinds of dads then just Bills.
Dads are boys.
And there are two kinds of boys.
Stupid boys and pigs.
There's more than just boys and pigs.
Things that grow are supposed to grow into something.
So if a pig is supposed to grow into bacon,
boys supposed to grow into men.
Like Bruce Springsteen.
Pigs don't grow into bacon.
They get cut into bacon.
They grow themselves.
They're for bacon.
Hitler grew into a man.
Just growing doesn't make you good.
Well...
you've gotta grow right like apples.
Good apples are red and shiny and crunchy.
Bad apples are mushy and brown.
Old as apples.
What makes a man crunchy?
Well, it's how he does.
Always picks you up when you fall
and he lets you walk way in front
but he's never far behind.
And when somebody makes fun of your legs
he'll whisper in your ear that you're pretty.
And he always makes his words come true
and doesn't say them if he can't.
Come on!
Selma.
Shut up.
We're out of gas and food and money.
Why don't we just turn ourselves in?
Shut up or I'll rip your stupid runny mouth off.
Go, go, go.
- You're just gonna leave... - Come on, go, go, go.
Okay, I'm going.
So I guess we're walking.
Stop!
Nothing bad could possibly happen out here.
Selma.
We'll hop a train in the morning.
We gotta go back.
Turn ourselves in
and maybe they'll take us to the orphanage
and it will be all okay.
- Get some sleep. - No, no, no.
I'm not sleeping here.
Ow.
Stop.
- At least... - Shut up, I'm not your daddy.
I'm allowed to be scared.
No you're not.
The minute they find out that you're scared
they're gonna rip your stupid little face off.
You're gonna tell me so much about mommies and daddies
and how good they are.
Remind me to tell you something
about mommies and daddies.
They don't want us.
Ain't no one ever stick their necks out for me.
Get up, get up, get up, come on.
Get up.
Jo.
Please.
Get up, get up.
Wait no, no.
No, don't leave me, please.
No!
I'm sorry.
Jo, I'm sorry.
Next time you slow me I won't come back for you.
What now?
What's so bad about foster care?
I'm done being a...
The license plate says Colorado,
doesn't mean he's going to Colorado.
Did you try the door maybe?
Nobody's gonna leave their doors unlocked.
I used to be afraid of heaven when I was younger.
Something that never stops.
Wouldn't it get boring?
I don't know, I guess I was just scared.
But one day, I waited till the sun started setting
and I looked straight at him and he looked straight at me.
And I knew...
I could stay here forever
if my real dad was there.
You done?
Heaven ain't real.
Wake up.
I hope you're happy.
Yeah, I'm happy.
It's better.
Preggers.
Where's my gob?
You ate my gob, didn't you?
You only get those gobs in J-Town.
It's pretty far.
It's my cheat day.
- Ugh! - Donnie, what the hell
- are you doing? - Ah!
Donnie, what the hell are you doing?
Stop it.
Donnie, I think you gotta lay off the pre-workout.
Hi.
Don't, don't, don't, don't.
I'm sure they were not good to you.
I'm Pete and now I have no idea what's going on right now.
This punk jumped me.
He's beating up preggers over a stupid pastry.
Donnie!
Don't say words.
You running?
I don't mean anything by it.
I get it is all.
Different week, different house.
Different mommy, different daddy.
Same bruises.
You heading west?
Mhm, no, no, no.
There's a big difference between a runner and a killer.
You don't want to cross that line.
Look, I can take you as far as Delta County, Colorado.
We've got business there.
Drop you off at Raton, find you something there.
I'm not supposed to talk to strangers.
That hurts my feelings.
Strangers?
Honey, we ain't strangers to calling bruises birthmarks.
Let me show you something.
Go on, take a look.
Let's not worry about...
Ugh!
Ugh.
She a little young, Pete.
Mm.
Jo.
Josephine, come here.
Jo.
Come on.
- Are you okay? - Sh, stay there.
Just trust me.
Hey, Nicky, keep an eye on the girl, all right?
Are you my guardian angel?
Yes.
You know, I dated this girl once,
and... well, I didn't really date her,
like, we went on a few dates,
and they were nice dates,
and I really thought we were gonna stick it out,
and then she told me,
"You're too short."
Is there a gun around?
Yeah.
Right in there.
I'm too short?
You're too tall!
Can you see the future?
Do I ever get married?
I hope I marry Margot Robbie.
She'd be my first pick.
But if I could go back, it'd be Marisa Tomei.
But I really want to have kids.
Like six or seven kids.
Probably seven kids.
- Like, I date her now... - Show me the nearest town.
Uh...
Bingo.
And this.
That?
Half a mile
that way.
It would work.
But I really want to have kids.
Yeah.
Come on.
We can't leave her.
If she didn't want to stay here, she would've left by now.
I'll leave you too.
You said nobody ever stuck their neck out for you.
Well, she did, and if we leave now,
we're no better than them.
Where's my popcorn?
What will we do if she...
Jo!
There's a lot of blood.
Help! Help!
Help!
Anybody, please!
Our Father,
who art in heaven,
hallowed be Thy name...
- Help! - Thy kingdom come;
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread...
Help...
...and forgive us our trespasses.
Please.
Help!
♪ Deep river ♪
♪ My home is over Jordan ♪
♪ Deep river ♪
♪ I want to cross ♪
♪ I want to cross over into campground ♪
I ain't never seen Him up there like that.
He looks so sad.
Oh, all right, all right!
Oh...
What a strange place this is, you know?
Vegas will always be, uh,
kind of a magic for me.
My first and only love,
I think, was conceived here.
Um...
This girl in a blue dress bought me a drink.
When I asked her why, she said,
"A good life is filled with people you did right by,
and you need a drink, right?"
She knew. She always knew.
Didn't end up doing right by her,
but she sure did right by me.
Is that the Eiffel Tower?
It's a lot smaller than I thought.
Thanks.
Shoes.
Do you think he got fat?
He's not gonna be fat!
Maybe he went bald.
He's not!
He's gonna be the opposite.
Can I help you?
Have you seen Johnny Alvarez?
They, uh...
They broke up a few years back.
I haven't seen Johnny in...
- Yeah, I got nothing for you. - Do you got a number?
- No. - An address?
Look, I got a lot of things I gotta get done today.
I don't have time for a Johnny Alvarez groupie...
He's my dad.
Oh, uh...
Let me check, but...
Johnny's more of kind of a stay-at-home, uh...
He doesn't get out that much.
Do I look okay?
You're beautiful.
Besides, I'll be right here.
Yeah, I'm comin'.
Yeah.
What?
You selling cooking or something?
- I just found this... - I don't want any cookies.
Oh, I just found this.
Got a pen?
No.
You want an autograph,
but you don't bring something to write with.
I got one inside, meet me around back.
What're you doin' with a backpack that big?
Big backpack.
- Name? - Jo, Jo Frost.
- Where you from? - Virginia.
Long way.
Where's your mama?
Ain't got a mama.
Everybody's got a mama.
She said your voice was so soft, it sounded like
you stole it from an angel when he was dozin'.
That sounds like the kind of sappy crap she'd say.
Where's your daddy?
Thought you could tell me that.
This is the fella you're lookin' for.
Those ain't my eyes.
You got your mama's eyes.
She said
she never loved a boy as much as Johnny Alvarez.
She wasn't lyin'.
Your ma had a big heart.
The biggest.
But it's too big for just me.
Did you love her?
You love every Julia at 18.
Can I stay with you?
Always wanted to see the ocean.
Ain't you comin'?
You're 11 years old now.
It's time.
I'm only 10 and a half.
You'll make new friends.
Have you met me?
If you go in there and really be yourself,
then they'll be racing to be your best friend.
No, they won't.
They ain't nothin' like you.
There's things I can't give you, things you need,
things I want you to have,
instead of getting in the way.
You may not have a home, but you can be a home.
Besides, I'll be right here!
Young lady, what are you doing out here all by yourself?
I like you.
What's your name?
Josephine.
I'll call you Jo, cool?
No, call me my name or nothing.
Cool.
- Cool. - Cool.
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