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I thought the hallucinations were going away.
We discussed it, this is absolutely the wrong time
to be coming off that medication.
I'm going to, I'm gonna prescribe some CBT.
It's cognitive behavior therapy.
It's, look, it's for psychotherapy.
Look, we've tried PET scans, we've tried MRIs,
- we've tried blood work- - So it's all in my head?
That's what you're telling me?
Grey, have you been drinking?
Okay, this on three.
And smile.
Hold it, great. Lookin' great.
When can fans expect a new single?
Lookin' good.
Why did you cancel your tour?
Grey, look over here.
Grey, we hear you're working with
Vaughn Daniels on your next album.
How's work coming on the second album?
It's fine.
Do you have a date? When's it coming out?
You can ask my manager, Rose.
How are things with your girlfriend? Wedding plans?
We like to keep our relationship private.
Oh, come on. The public deserves to know.
Hey.
I was promised 10 minutes.
Hey, how was the photo shoot?
It was all right.
I ordered takeout.
Don't worry, it's vegan.
And the press conference?
Oh, the usual.
Come on, admit it. You love it.
A bunch of girls on your dick, screaming your name.
"Grey, Grey, Grey, Grey."
Well, pretty soon, you're not gonna return my calls.
So, I think I've found someone to produce my next album.
- Seriously? - Mm-hm.
His name's Vaughn Daniels.
Okay.
Vaughn Daniels.
Okay, looks like he was in a boy band in the 90s.
Um...
It says he was tried for murder?
Greta Sturges, she was a singer or something?
Yeah, um, he was acquitted.
Okay, you're not seriously considering
recording an album with him, are you?
Char, you know not to believe everything you read.
I mean, you've read some of the stuff they write about me.
Right, but you're not a killer.
I mean, you couldn't even kill that mouse.
Okay.
I had to do it all.
Can you just be happy for me?
This guy could work with anyone he wants and he picked me.
- Remember when you picked me? - Mm-hm.
Mm-hm? You could have anyone you wanted and you picked me.
That is true.
♪ There's nowhere brighter than here ♪
How's your new material coming?
Um, I don't know, it's all right.
I'm sure it's more than all right.
I don't know, it's kind of missing something.
Do you think we've been going the right way?
Yeah, I think so.
Oh, my god.
What was that?
So, you just, you ran over a bunny.
No.
No, did I kill it?
- Pretty much. - Oh, my god.
- Okay, don't freak out. - No, no, no.
I can't do this, you know how I get with animals.
Okay, we should just go.
Oh, my god. I killed a fucking bunny?
We're just gonna forget it happened.
Was it cute, though?
Fuck.
Okay, okay.
We're gonna forget it ever happened, okay?
We're gonna go to your murderer's house,
everything is gonna be fine.
That doesn't help.
- I love you. - I love you too.
It's creepy.
I think it's beautiful.
- She seems nice. - Yeah, just your type.
Hi, uh, Mr. Daniels is expecting us.
Come in.
Uh, what about our things?
Come.
Okay.
She's fun.
Wow.
Quite impressive.
Look at this.
Wow.
I bet it sounds amazing.
Yep.
Sounds great, Grey.
Hi.
Mr. Daniels, it's so nice to meet you.
Stop, stop, stop. You can call me Vaughn.
- I'm glad you're here, Grey. - Yeah.
Um, sorry, this is my girlfriend, Charlie.
- Hi. - Hey, Charlie.
Nice to meet you.
Charlie's a painter, so I thought
she would get some inspiration up here.
Oh, yeah. That's great, that's great.
Why don't you guys make yourselves at home?
Beer in the fridge, wine in the cellar.
Cabinets are stocked.
- Thank you. - Yeah.
I'll give you some time to settle in
and then we're gonna start.
I'm looking forward to working with you, Grey.
Yeah, me too.
How would you like to start?
Well, usually, I guess ideas just sort of come to me,
whether it's a melody or song lyrics or both.
My, my mom died when I was younger, and...
I like to think that it's her,
just speaking to me through the music somehow.
So, what should we work on then?
Well...
Yeah, I don't know. I'm struggling right now.
Why?
I think that I am forcing it and then the more I force it,
the worse it gets and-
- I can help you with that.
You don't wanna force it, you have to be open.
Can I be honest with you?
Yeah.
I think your writing's good.
I think it could be better.
You just have to go deeper.
The artist has a great power when they stop trying.
Just let the song come to you.
You don't even have to write it out, you just listen.
♪ I wanna be stable ♪
♪ I wanna be pure ♪
♪ Make no mistake, babe, I wanna be your favorite girl ♪
♪ But you got me shakin' ♪
♪ And you got me stirred ♪
♪ And it makes me so crazy that can't control my ♪
Grey, come on in here.
Are you okay?
I, I feel off.
It's like there's something holding me back, I'm like,
I'm on the cusp of something and then as soon as I get there
it's like I hit a wall and...
Let's take a break.
I brought you out here to show you something.
And what's that?
You.
Deep.
Grey, stop.
Stop hiding behind your sarcasm, stop trying to be clever.
You have to get out of your head.
I want you to do an exercise.
I want you to run as far as you can.
I want you to run as fast as you can, as hard as you can,
till you can't fucking breathe.
Till you can't take another step. Do you understand?
Okay.
What the fuck.
That was good, Grey.
What?
How did you...
You're not even winded.
Let's go back inside.
What?
- ♪ I'd run away ♪ - Let's do another one.
- ♪ I'd run away ♪ - Let's go again.
♪ And I drink to hide the ♪
Nope.
- ♪ We are fit for be ♪ - Uh, let's go again.
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck!
♪ We got away, we are fit ♪
Let's try it again.
♪ I'd run away and I drink to hide the pain ♪
♪ And we know we got away ♪
♪ We are fit for better days ♪
♪ I don't wanna talk, no, I don't wanna talk no more ♪
♪ 'Cause you made that ♪
Okay, let's uh, let's try one more.
She's been at it all night, she should rest.
She has one more in her.
It's morning. She's done, I can hear it in her voice.
She's right, I'm done.
I need to rest.
Okay, sweetheart.
You rest.
You know, in the future?
Maybe don't distract her while she's trying to work.
I get it. You're supposed to push yourself for her.
But I know her, you don't.
I've made a lot of great music in my life,
because I trust my instincts.
Maybe I know her a lot better than you do.
She's beautiful.
Yeah, she was beautiful.
Incredibly talented.
My one great regret is that we didn't finish her last album.
I'm sorry.
Sometimes it seems that the past only exists to haunt us.
I've come to terms with my past.
Sometimes it's better to just move on.
What was it like growing up in foster homes?
They were mean sometimes.
Told us we were lucky to be there.
To have a roof over our heads.
Sometimes we went hungry.
Oh.
I'm sorry.
I think people who have never been hungry before
don't know what that's like.
I know what you mean.
It can consume you.
It's dinnertime.
I'm starving.
I made sure that there was a number of vegan options
in the house for you.
Thank you. How did you know?
I know everything about you.
Your manager told me.
How long have you been a vegan?
Well, when I was six,
I got curious about where meat comes from,
and I found out and I haven't touched it since.
I could never give up meat.
Do you ever leave the house? Go anywhere?
No, not really.
I kinda have everything I need here.
The house has been in my family for generations now.
So much great music has been made here.
You two are the first guests that I've had here
in many, many years.
What?
It's okay.
You think I'm guilty?
I'm not sure what you heard, but,
Greta and I were making, um,
an incredible record together.
Then one day I came home and...
I walked into her bedroom,
and she was sitting on the edge of the bed.
And I froze and we just stared at each other.
Then she lifted the gun to her head.
And she shot herself.
I wish that I would've grabbed the gun.
I just was paralyzed.
I couldn't save her.
But I didn't kill her.
I promise you that, Grey.
We're leaving.
- He might hear you. - I don't care, he's a psycho!
He's eccentric. My manager warned me.
What's gotten into you?
You weren't in the studio today, Charlie.
I think he can really help me.
He scares me.
You know what scares me?
My second album flopping.
♪ Still coming down, coming down from yesterday ♪
♪ Swimming in smoke is a debt that I gotta pay ♪
♪ It's not a war if you never agree to play ♪
♪ Bring another round, gotta ♪
That's good.
- That's good. - Thanks.
We're not really here for good, are we?
I think maybe we should try going in another direction.
Okay, like what?
I don't know. What've you been working on lately?
Nothing really, just bits of things.
Let me hear 'em.
Okay.
This one I started the other day.
It kind of came to me in my sleep.
♪ I need to check on my vitals ♪
♪ I'm feeling psycho ♪
♪ Boys will make you suicidal ♪
♪ But I don't wanna die, so ♪
Boys?
Yeah. Boys, girls, they're just words.
I like this.
Let's flesh this one out, yeah?
Okay.
♪ I gotta check on my vitals ♪
♪ I'm feeling psycho ♪
♪ Boys will make you suicidal ♪
That's such a beautiful line.
Heartbreaking. Put it in a minor key.
♪ Boys will make you suicidal ♪
♪ But I don't wanna die ♪
Alone.
Alone, alone.
Yeah. Yeah, I like that.
♪ I gotta check on my vitals ♪
♪ I'm feeling psycho ♪
♪ Boys will make you suicidal ♪
♪ But I don't wanna die alone ♪
- Right? - Yeah, I love that.
Yeah, that is pretty fuckin' great.
Oh, don't you love that feeling when it all comes together?
It's like a drug.
It's like great fucking sex.
Yeah.
Play again.
♪ I need to check on my vitals ♪
♪ I'm feeling psycho ♪
♪ Boys will make you suicide ♪
What're you doing?
I can smell it all over you.
There's something...
Primal.
You need to use that.
That's what makes you special.
Hey.
Hi.
How's it goin'?
It's good. I think we're making progress.
What're you writing?
Oh, this is a new song.
♪ Baby, lovin' you ♪
♪ Baby, lovin' you could make a grown man cry ♪
♪ Holdin' onto you ♪
♪ Being close to you ♪
♪ Simply knowin' you could make a grown man cry ♪
♪ I need to check on my vitals ♪
♪ I'm feeling psycho ♪
♪ Boys will make you suicidal ♪
♪ But I don't wanna die alone ♪
♪ Give you my body, my mind ♪
♪ But you wanna pass ♪
What's wrong? Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm fine. Fuck.
What're you doing?
Grey, look at me.
I need to take my medication.
What for?
I can't tell you about it.
Yes, you can.
I don't want any secrets between us.
I want you to be able to trust me.
And I wanna be able to trust you,
and I can't do that if you're not being truthful.
There is no shame in great art, just honesty.
You need to be ruthless with yourself.
Now, there's nothing that you have to hide from me.
Okay, I um, I suffer from hallucinations.
What kind of hallucinations?
You don't wanna know.
Yes, I do.
I hallucinate that I am turning into an animal.
Give them to me, give me the pills.
Come on, trust me.
You don't need these.
They're not gonna help anyway.
You
are so fucking good.
And I am so proud of you.
This?
Gonna be a big, bad hit.
Sing it again.
Oh, there's my artiste extraordinaire.
- Hey. - Hey.
Hey, you should watch out. I have paint all over me.
I don't care.
Um...
I found these in the trash today?
Oh.
So?
So, maybe I don't need them anymore.
What? I just, I thought that they were helping.
Yeah, I don't know, I, I just wanna feel normal again.
Grey, a lot of people take medication.
It is nothing to be ashamed of.
I'm not ashamed, Charlie.
I just don't think I need them anymore.
- Vaughn agrees. - Oh, Vaughn agrees?
Yeah, what does Vaughn have to do with this?
Well, what time's dinner?
Um, about that.
Look, don't get mad but Vaughn asked
if I would dine with him alone tonight.
- He wants to work through- - Yeah, okay, sure. Whatever.
He said Vera would bring your food up.
That sounds great.
Charlie?
Don't do this.
I started putting the songs that we recorded
into order for the album.
Do you wanna take a look?
I thought we'd start with this one.
It's not only a hit single, but it's a beautiful opening,
and then we can lead into something
a little more energetic.
- Yeah, I love that. - Good.
It's a bit of a lost art, the crafting of an album.
Now the label people just say, "start with the best,
and then end with the worst."
I don't think anyone has the patience
to work all the way through.
But that's where you have to take them.
So they follow you right to the end.
And that's why we're gonna make a different kind of album,
because you're not just some cookie-cutter pop star.
♪ I need to check on my vitals ♪
♪ Vaughn is a psycho ♪
♪ He'll probably make me suicidal ♪
♪ But I don't wanna die a clone ♪
Dinner. You must be starving.
You skipped lunch.
- I am. - Thank you, Vera.
- Looks good. - Thank you.
Something wrong?
No.
Sorry, I must have spaced out.
Do you want a bite?
- Oh, I, I can't. - Sure you can.
One little bite.
I promise I won't tell anyone.
Good?
Would you like another?
Thank you.
The green fairy.
When you drink it, a little green fairy
will fly around the room.
I don't drink hard alcohol.
Just one drink.
We're celebrating tonight.
What is it?
Absinthe.
Relax. You're gonna like it, you'll be fine.
Trust me.
Cheers.
Mm.
I'm glad you came.
Me too.
I said I think we could make a great album together,
but now that you're here, and I'm with you, I know we can.
Are you all right?
Everything looks green.
That is the green fairy.
Can you feel it?
What?
The bond.
What's happening between us.
It's actually amazing, isn't it?
You have special gifts, Grey.
You are the total package.
Oh, my god. I'm sorry.
I, I don't usually drink. I told you.
You don't have to apologize for that.
I should go.
Do you want to?
If you wanna leave, Vera will pack the car for you.
I wanna finish the album.
Good.
I've written something new.
Let me hear it.
It's just a start, but it's something.
♪ I get the creeps ♪
♪ From everyone's eyes on me ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, sippin' on us like ♪
♪ Sippin' on us like flavor of the week ♪
♪ I get the creeps ♪
♪ And everyone wants a piece ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, sharpen your tongue, sink in your teeth ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, bloodthirsty ♪
♪ Now all I hear is static noise ♪
♪ The past about to get me paranoid ♪
♪ And my thoughts, you read them like the tabloids ♪
♪ Get out of my head ♪
♪ I get the creeps ♪
♪ From everyone's eyes on me ♪
♪ Creeps ♪
Try it again.
Go again.
Fuck, fuck, fuck!
What are you workin' on?
A new song.
Do you wanna play it for me?
Sure, um, it's just a start.
It's okay.
I wanna hear it.
♪ God is fascist ♪
♪ And he holds all the cards ♪
♪ He brought us together ♪
♪ Just to keep us apart ♪
♪ And there's nothing more tragic ♪
♪ Than this thing that we are ♪
♪ I'm a hopeless romantic ♪
♪ Who didn't get the part ♪
♪ And God is a fascist ♪
♪ But he does have a heart ♪
♪ And I do believe that someday you'll be here ♪
♪ Alone in my arms ♪
Since you got here, your music, it's...
Different.
It was beautiful.
Sir? Can I get you something else?
Yeah, I'm still hungry.
What would you like?
The usual.
You heard me.
Change of plans.
Run.
Oh, Jesus fuck!
- What're you doing? - What happened?
What did I do?
Are you trying to kill me?
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.
Well?
Do you wanna say something?
Anything?
Um...
Maybe we should go?
What?
Just until you get yourself right again,
and then we come back, we can-
- I can't leave.
Something is happening to you.
You're not yourself, ever since we came-
- I am myself.
Grey.
Please.
Grey, I need you to listen to me just this once.
Here.
What is this?
It's the lyrics to Greta's last song.
She never finished it.
I want you to do it.
I don't know, that doesn't feel right. It's Greta's song.
Let's go get some air.
Who do you think you really are?
I don't know.
I can see you struggling with that but you have to decide.
You're so worried what everyone else thinks.
Trying so hard to be nice.
You're like this little mouse.
Scurrying around.
The world plays with you like you're dinner.
And it's gonna get bored and eat you up,
because there are predators and there is prey.
Go on.
Here.
- What? - Kill it.
Do you wanna be a predator or do you wanna be prey?
You have to be strong.
Charlie doesn't think you have it.
That's why she wants you to go home.
The record label doesn't believe in you, either.
And hell, Grey, your own mother abandoned you.
Mm.
Stay away from her.
I didn't ask your permission.
You don't own her.
Neither do you.
You don't know anything about us.
I know exactly what you want from her.
Which is?
Maybe to get a little bit close to that fame,
so you can feel special, because you don't matter.
Shut up.
Grey is going to leave you.
Fuck off!
Pack your stuff, we're leaving.
Grey! Come on, move!
He's helping me, Charlie.
We have got to get out of here right now.
I swear to god, he is gonna kill us both.
We're not finished the album yet.
You're coming with me.
- I can't. - Grey, you're scaring me.
This is place is doing something to you.
It's not this place.
I don't know who you are anymore,
but I am leaving.
Come with me.
I just have to finish the last song.
Just one more song.
Fuck this.
Fuck the album.
Fuck this house, fuck that psychopath, and fuck you!
Charlie?
What happened?
No.
I'm not a monster.
It's not safe for you here.
Go.
Go!
People like her will never really understand
people like us.
I need you to admit it.
That you killed her.
Do you want me to be that monster?
Yes.
One day I walked into her bedroom,
and she was sitting on the edge of her bed,
and she was holding a gun.
And I looked into her eyes,
and I could tell that she was going to kill me.
So I took the gun out of her hand and I shot her.
You say that you're at peace with your past.
Did you know that Greta and I had a baby?
We had a little girl.
I guess Greta didn't want her to grow up like me.
She told me the baby died.
And all these years later, I see you on TV.
And I hear your music, and the resemblance is uncanny.
I needed to know, and I didn't wanna wait one more second,
so I wrote you that letter and now you're here
and now I know.
No.
You can't run away from your destiny, Grey.
God knows I've tried.
Let's finish her song.
Greta, honey, are you ready to go?
Yes, Vaughn. I'm ready.
Let's take it from the top.
♪ What do you want from me ♪
♪ Go do your worst to me ♪
♪ Are you here to torture me ♪
♪ Put my heart in hers ♪
♪ Hell loose or heavenly ♪
♪ Close to my enemies ♪
♪ 'Cause they'll be the death of me unless I get them first ♪
♪ And my head's in the sand ♪
♪ And there's smoke on your breath ♪
♪ There's blood on my hands ♪
♪ From loving you to death ♪
♪ Loving you to death ♪
♪ Loving you with every little heartbeat ♪
♪ In my chest and ♪
♪ As you twist the knife ♪
♪ I look into the light ♪
♪ I love you more than life, my dear ♪
♪ I love you to death ♪
I want you to stay with me.
I can't.
I can't lose you again.
The album is done.
I can go back to my life now.
No, you can't.
Yes, I can.
I'm not like you.
She's gone.
Bring her back.
Let me out.
I know you're in pain.
I wanna help you.
It's worse when your emotions take over.
You have to channel your rage or it will destroy you.
- No. - I'll give you some time.
- I'll be back in one hour. - No.
No, please, I can't.
♪ What do you want from me ♪
♪ Go do your worst to me ♪
♪ Are you here to torture me ♪
♪ Put my heart into hers ♪
♪ Hell loose or heavenly ♪
♪ Close to my enemies ♪
♪ 'Cause they'll be the death of me unless I get them first ♪
♪ And my head's in the sand ♪
♪ And there's smoke on your breath ♪
♪ There's blood on my hands ♪
♪ From loving you to death ♪
♪ In my chest and as you twist the knife ♪
♪ I look into the light ♪
♪ I love you more than life, my dear ♪
♪ I love you to death ♪
Shit.
Fuck.
Shit.
Come on.
Come on. Fuck.
Fuck!
Oh, my god.
Oh, my god. Oh, my god.
Oh, my god.
No!
Charlie!
Sorry, Charlie.
I'm sorry.
Vaughn, where the fuck are you?
You killed her.
I didn't touch her, Grey.
When did it start happening, the transformation?
She knew what I was.
She saw me and she came back for me.
I want you dead like her.
Is that what you really want?
You wanna shoot me?
You killed her.
I don't think so.
I didn't.
That's your blood, Grey.
We're lycanthropes.
Shape-shifting humans.
And throughout history, our kind has been hunted.
And we hunt.
How many of us are there?
More than you would think.
Grey, don't. Grey, don't.
It's not your fault.
Werewolves do terrible things.
It's our nature.
How many have you killed?
I prefer to think of it as culling.
There are too many people, and not enough predators.
I'm concerned.
You suffered this enormous trauma.
I, I don't think you appreciate-
- I'm fine.
So you were attacked by rabid animal,
who killed everyone, but you?
You lose Charlie, you watch Vaughn put a bullet in himself.
Have you had any hallucinations lately?
Not that I recall.
Not that you recall.
Well, I think this would be the sort of thing
that you would recall, don't you think, no?
Then no, I haven't had any hallucinations lately.
Grey, what happened in that house?
♪ Help me ♪
♪ Heaven, please help me ♪
♪ I can't feel my heartbeat ♪
♪ Has my blood gone cold ♪
♪ There's a bittersweet melody ♪
♪ And it's raising hell in me ♪
♪ From the major to the minor key ♪
♪ Running through my bones ♪
♪ And now all I hear is static noise ♪
♪ The past about to get me paranoid ♪
♪ And my thoughts, you read them like the tabloids ♪
♪ Get out of my head ♪
♪ I get the creeps ♪
♪ From everyone's eyes on me ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, sharpen your tongue, sink in your teeth ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, bloodthirsty ♪
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♪ Help me ♪
♪ Heaven, please help me ♪
♪ I can't feel my heartbeat ♪
♪ Has my blood gone cold ♪
♪ There's a bittersweet melody ♪
♪ That's raising a hell in me ♪
♪ From the major to the minor key ♪
♪ Running through my bones ♪
♪ And now all I hear is static noise ♪
♪ The past about to get me paranoid ♪
♪ All my thoughts, you read them like the tabloids ♪
♪ Get out of my head ♪
♪ I get the creeps ♪
♪ From everyone's eyes on me ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, sippin' on us like ♪
♪ Sippin' on us like flavor of the week ♪
♪ I get the creeps ♪
♪ And everyone wants a piece ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, sharpen your tongue, sink in your teeth ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, bloodthirsty ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty ♪
♪ I get the creeps ♪
♪ From everyone's eyes on me ♪
♪ Bloodthirsty, bloodthirsty ♪
♪ Creeps, from everyone's eyes on me ♪
♪ From everyone's eyes on me ♪
♪ Help me ♪
♪ Heaven, please help me ♪
♪ I can't feel my heartbeat ♪
♪ Has my blood gone cold ♪